You know, I never really realized that Fleetwood Mac (The time when Stevie Nicks was not the lead singer, but it was that other girl) is really really good. I was in a store the other day, and this song “Everywhere” came on, and I was like !@#$, this is a really good song. It sort of reminded me of Talking Heads “This Must Be The Place.” And I asked the store clerk, who then told me it was Fleetwood Mac’s Greatest Hits, and all my life I’ve realized it existed, but never looked beyond the “Landslide” and Stevie Nicks “Edge of Seventeen” phase, and I’ve really missed out. They have some solid stuff.
So lately I’ve been up and down. I’m becoming more comfortable with who I am, which is good. It turns out that I LOVE yoga, cleaning my room (and myself) clean makes me feel better, and I really love the daylight. This path to self-discovery is good, but also bad, because the more I find out about myself, the more I want to do. And I realize I don’t have to have 1 job my whole life, but it would be nice to know which order they are going to come in, and also (although I don’t care about money, I do care about paying my loans off) so in which order will be the best to have that goal achieved.
I’m tired a lot. That’s not good. Right? Is there some type of vitamin to prevent that? I sleep, on average, 9 or so hours a day. It is a lot of sleep, but not too much, so I still shouldn’t be this tired. Mmmmmmm……something to look into.
Valentines Day is tomorrow. I went out on a date last year at Valentines. I think that might have been the first time I ever went out on Valentines. He bought me flowers, which were nice, and we went to a tai place, which wasn’t bad as well. Bittersweet that I’m alone this year? Not really. Yes. I don’t know. So tonight I’m going to a party. Good and Bad. I haven’t decided yet. I think it’s all girls who don’t have anyone, so we’ll dance and have champagne and chocolate, all sounding very nice, but all in an attempt for us not to feel sorry for ourselves.
Right now, I’m tired of school and work, and I want to be around family and friends, in the daylight. Yeah….that sounds nice……….
-Lindsay
