Death is odd. It’s not like I’m overly sad or upset that she died. It’s just weird. Knowing that we will never go out to eat again, or see another movie again, or go shoe shopping again.
Since I’ve known Sabrina she’s pretty much been sick. Years of this cancer and that cancer. Sometimes it went away and she was better, and sometimes it was the opposite.
Like, I can’t wrap my head around the fact that we will never have another conversation.
It’s been an odd trip home. And I’ve certainly changed in many aspects within the past 2 weeks. It’s so weird to know that all it can take is 2 weeks and yourself can change pretty drastically. I’m not sure how I will react coming back to Savannah.
I love Sabrina, and I don’t want to say you will be missed because it’s cliché and its not how I feel right now because I haven’t really grasped this idea yet. But I will say that you are a great person, and I’ll always smile when I think of all of our memories.
