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i think one of the worst things to ever exist on this planet is the ability to worry.  most people worry about everything, me being one of them.  even to a point where it’s absolutely absurd, example being « when i said « bye » did it come across as rude?  i hope not because now they will think i’m mad at them, and i’m not. »  see, silly things.  the past year i’ve really tried to decrease the amount of attention i give to this horrible, horrible habit.

but, whoever you are, whether i know you or not.  please don’t worry.  please don’t assume the worst.  please don’t think everything is directed towards you.  nancy would agree that it’s all too easy to make up assumptions in our head when they are mostly uncalled for.

i really never mean to hurt people.  really.  with all intentions that’s the last thing i ever want to do because i’ve been on the other side of the bullet way too many times.  there’s just certain reasons for certain things, and i really am trying to become a better person so i can prevent this as much as possible in the future, to maybe a much greater extinct.

if only i could take my own advice……

-lindsay